Okay, a bit more detail on the subject of earlier, now I've been digesting it. Sorry but it helps to talk things out on here.
"Call me ASAP - Mum"
Certainly only a few scenarios worthy of such a text, and thus it was decreed that my parents are splitting up.
I feel it shouldn't be a big deal. Hell, I'm 20 (thus mental development is well and truly done thankyouverymuch); I'm at Uni, so I won't get much of the fallout; and nothing drastic is happening. My Dad works away a lot, and won't be cutting my Mum off finacially.
So why does everything feel so sucky right now, guys? I'm so sad for my Mum and I feel upset that my Dad thinks I would hate him over this...
Apologies for the poorly constructed blog style post, but I GOTS NO PLACE ELSE TO GO.
It was out of the blue, I guess. Maybe I'd have expected it a couple of years back, but not right now. Not at all. My Mum was in tears on the phone. It sucked.
Why do I feel embarrassed to tell people? Like I'm a bad person because my parents' relationship didn't work out?
I've done nothing but curl up on he sofa watching House and US Office for the past few hours, neglecting all work responsibilities.
My mind is darting about, hence the rather eccentric post. Anywho, that's what's been going on with me. Someone be my friend.